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......beNevOLenCe.........

Sep 14, '06 3:38 AM
for everyone

beNevOLenCe

i tried not to be jealous

       but they're envious

i tried not to tell,

        but if not this will excel

  i pretend everything's fine

     but the truth i want to drink wine.

i thought its just some kind of immaturity,

          but its killing me

and slowly drive me to insanity.

         to think it is very shallow

           but made me change into hallow

      i've never been this pale

feels like I'm runnin' out of air

         its really hard to breathe

for i know my heart will bleed

              I'm so sorry for being greed

         i didn't intend to be like this